The Siege

I was seated in my house that early morning, taking that early morning precautionary drill, channelling all thoughts to one direction. I literally became a unidirectional fuse plugged in the deep chronological sequenced concept, that I was trying to relay and fathom in my head.

It was in the midst of all this, that the sudden calmness and demeanor came over me, @ first I thought could the reality of life be this real? Looking @ whole existence of man, are we living for ourselves or are we living for others? I weighed it all in my mind, then suddenly I felt there's more. Yeah, there is more that we can attain, there's more glory we can share, we shouldn't just let the whole shenanigan pass us by, live a life that's worth it.

Is this really a fact? Or is it charade of my own mind? Wait it must be facade, critical examination it is a mirage. Because, is there anything good whatsoever that one can garner from this life? Why is it so loathsome to desire a thing & get another thing in its stead? It is now unbearable, it cannot be fathomed.

Suddenly the darkness comes, yes..coming very fast, it's so unfortunate that it is here. 

The Siege.............